21 sept 2010

days left counted ..
time passed away by my regret..

I love you vainly..

In the place of nowhere,

Here i flashing back

Where i run away from you,

Give u unjustice feeling..



I take a breath deeply now..

You were gone away from my life

And if you can see my heart beating, theres only you...
Although i convince my self theres no you.. But only end in vain..

I love you

But now its too late to say i love you

In the place of nowhere

BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder)

Lana is looking at the mirror , she looking at the pretty face and lovely that staring back at her. she's smile but with 2 seconds that smile now turns into an angry face. now the reflection say that she is so unsatisfy for what she looks like..

yet Lana has 13 times beauty surgery in her life. everybody says that she is a perfect girls. and also she is a famous supermodel. so what makes she feeling so unhappy for her looks?

that's BDD

Body dysmorphic disorder.
Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) (previously known as dysmorphophobia is sometimes referred to as body dysmorphia or dysmorphic syndrome) is a psychological somatoform disorder in which the affected person is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by a perceived defect in his or her physical featuresbody image). Depending on the individual case, BDD may either be a somatoform disorder or part of an eating disorder or both: BDD always includes a debilitating or excessive fear of judgment by others, as is seen with social anxiety social phobia and some problems; or, alternately, it may be a part of eating disorders such as norexia nervosa bulimia nervosa compulsive overeating. The term "body dysmorphic disorder" itself describes only those excessive social-acceptance fears that relate to one's personal body image. Depending on the individual, it may or may not also be part of one of these wider or related syndromes.

The disorder generally is diagnosed in those who are extremely critical of their mirror image, physique or self-image, even though there may be no noticeable disfigurement or defect. The three most common areas that those suffering from BDD will feel critical of have to do with the face: the hair, the skin, and the nose. Outside opinion will typically disagree and may protest that there even is a defect. The defect exists in the eyes of the beholder, and one with BDD really does feel as if they see something there that is defective.

People with BDD say that they wish that they could change or improve some aspect of their physical appearance even though they are generally of normal or even highly attractive appearance. Body dysmorphic disorder causes sufferers to believe that they are so unspeakably hideous that they are unable to interact with others or function normally for fear of ridicule and humiliation about their appearance. This can cause those with this disorder to begin to seclude themselves or have trouble in social situations. More extreme cases may cause a person to develop love-shyness, a chronic avoidance of all intimate relationships. They can become secretive and reluctant to seek help because they fear that others will think them vain or because they feel too embarrassed. It has been suggested that fewer men seek help for the disorder than women.

People with BDD never be happy . altough she has a good looking and great life. thats what Lana feel.